march 7th-2012.

march 7th..something i wore.

about to head to a pre-op

evaluation

with a neurosurgeon..

i am nervous, and do not want to undergo

an operation.

but i also know

i cannot continue to live

with the pain of

three herniated discs,

stenosis of the central canal,

a displaced spinal nerve,

and a torn sacroiliac joint.